Something I have been wondering about lately...do I just have a supernatural peace about certain situations, or am I just cold-hearted and apathetic?  
Things have been absolutely crazy this summer.  Things that I would normally stress over and worry about and mull over in my mind over and over until I came up with some sort of solution.  I, however, am not doing that.  I seem to have the attitude that it will all work out in God's timing.  I'm not stressed, I'm not worried.  Just like that...what will happen will happen.  Is that peace?  I feel like I should be more worried or stressed, but I'm not.  Is that apathy?  I'm afraid that's what it looks like to some people (including my husband).  
I have a teaching degree and 3 1/2 years experience...I'm working at Wal-mart.  I'm okay with that.  I truly feel that's where God had put me for now.  I will apply for an interim job that is coming up at an elementary school.  Not sure if God want's me there or not.  If I don't get it...husband will be upset, MIL will be upset, I won't be upset.  I'm at peace knowing that God will put me where I'm supposed to be in HIS timing...or am I using Him as an excuse to stay in my nice comfortable box?
 
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